you know that "thing" that everyone knows is going on but no one wants to talk about?
well, I don't really like that "thing", never have... why? because sometimes that "thing" makes me emotional- mad, sad, happy/sad, vulnerable...ugh vulnerable...
lately, there have been lots of "things"- none, of course, that I currently would like to discuss, but of course I'll mention...
- senior night
- spring athletic banquet
- finals week
- my friends graduating
- knowing my brief stint as a collegiate softball player is quickly coming to an end
- pretty much knowing that life is changing faster then I am and that things aren't going to stay the same forever
- thinking that maybe I should decide what I want to do in the next couple of years/the rest of my life
scary stuff...growing up...
am I ready for this? right now, no....tomorrow, maybe...soon, I hope!
but for this moment, this very second, I just want to go on not thinking about it...
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
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You rock Kelli. Just a few more weeks and you get to hang out with me. I mean, how cool is that?
Seriously, here is me, praying for you.
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